Inane Ramblings of a Crazy Gringa

It's been so long since I've posted on my LJ. I forget it even exists anymore. It appears that other people are still posting, so that's good.

My life is so busy these days. I work a lot and hard, and I hate most of it. Apart from maybe two people, everyone at work is not someone that I would ever keep in touch with after leaving. I work for the state. The state is the most disorganized, shitty company I've ever worked for. No wonder we're losing so much money. The government is ran by retards.

I don't really know what else to update. I still live in the same house, which is a goddamn miracle, considering how much I moved before that.

I can't even think of anything else to write about right now. Epic blog failure.

haha I'm *not* moving to Austin now?

Life is weird. I am too poor to move yet I am doing nothing to get money to make it possible.

SIGH.

I am moving to Austin.

I've given my notice at my house and started going through/getting rid of things.
I've informed my parents.
My dad is helping me get new brakes/tires for my car, which is super fucking cool.


Last Wednesday, I had finally had enough of Tully's and their corporate bullshit and quit my job and walked out midshift. It was maybe the awesomest thing that I've ever done.

I still have my second job, which is now my primary job, so that's good. Not having rent to worry about is a good thing. Now I just need to save my paychecks for moving. Yay!

I'm really scared/excited/worried/intrigued. I've never moved so far from everything I know before, it's weird. I just keep saying it's weird over and over again.

I have been awake since 130am. I slept for maybe like 2 or 3 hours, if that, and then woke up and couldn't go back to sleep. So what better time to catch up on good old LJ. hah

Torn torn torn.

Want to move.

Don't want to stay except for little things like I like one of my jobs.

wah.

I really think that Rilo Kiley's first album is their best.

Take Offs and Landings is amazing and I'm obsessed with it, but their other ones seem to just annoy me.

In my constant state of working/walking/not drinking, I've lost 12 pounds. Wooooo.

Then last night I ate two brownies. Booo. haha

Must get ready for work.

I was talking to a friend last night about how I, in the last few months, have felt happy more and more. This in turn makes me happy because I normally have these bouts of emo that make me want to cry my face off.

I hung out with a girl last night that I have known for a few years but never spent much time with. We had tons of fun (seeing the Dutchess and the Duke - yay) and I'm happy to make a ladyfriend in the city. Hoooooraaaaay.

Anyway, now I must get ready for work. I am tired.

Hope all is well in the land of my livejournalfriends.

I need to start eating better. i walk a lot and am getting buffer, but I just caught my reflection and was sad.

Someday things will be better maybe.

I had an awesome day!

Courtney, Angel and Serjybaby came down and saw me at my house, and then revealed their grand plan to kidnap me for the day. We got in the car and ended up going to Ballard, where we ate cupcakes and Puerto Rican food and meandered through Archie McPhee's for a while. It was awesome. Then we met up with Julia and went to PF Changs and ate again, despite still being full of delicious Carribean goodness.

I love my friends. They are rad.

My new job kicks major ass.

My mom came over today and helped me move the rest of my crapola to my new room, and put it all away. I love my mom, she's so awesome about helping me with stuff like that. Or helping me with anything really. She brought me Tilamook cheese and contact solution from costco and was even going to take me grocery shopping - but we didn't have time. But my room is awesome and put together and I'm so so happy. I think if I have a decent paycheck on Monday, I'm going to buy some fabric and make some new curtains for my room.blood red ones would be pretty damn awesome. I'll just have to buy some quality fabric. Hence the decent paycheck part.

So my new room kicks major ass, too.

I like today.

I am working another show tonight with Anomie Belle. I am glad they they still let me do their merch. It's exciting. This evening they open up for The Album Leaf, which is extra exciting because they're almost like certified rock stars or something. But not really.

The last show was weird because The Kindness Kind played, and their bassist went to my high school, so there were all these high school kids there. I still got nervous about seeing all of the "popular" kids. Which is totally retarded, since I'm way cooler than them now. Strangely. Or maybe I was cooler than them all along.